I was pushed so hard to the limit where I just wanted to break and hit something or someone. I was so mad. I couldn’t talk to nobody, my body wanted to relax, but my mind said different. In the back of my mind I’m hearing myself say, “just smoke a blunt and everything will go away.” but I refused, I started thinking and my mind wondered. I thought about all the things I heard come out of your mouth and a sharp pain touched my heart. All I could feel was tears rolling down my cheeks. I let out a heavy breath and let everything go..